nostalgia

Why is it the feeling of nostalgia so liberating? Well, for me. It’s a wistful or excessively sentimental yearning for return to or of some past period or irrecoverable condition. On periods of restlessness, I find myself looking into something that evokes nostalgia.

It liberates my emotions deeply buried in the deepest recesses of my heart, feeling of betrayal, of discontentment, of vengeance and of disappointment. The small sobs, a long lingering thought of the past and staring blankly of the good life surrounding me, allow me to freed the unbridled pain of the past.

Hahaha am actually referring to my high school life. This is the period of my life that I don't want to look back. But mind you, this is the same period that molded my values and the foundation of my being as a human. My high school days were spent only in the realm of academics, school activities, and comfort of home.

But now, I seem to miss my classmates. Looking into their friendster profile, they are everywhere, building their worth in the world. I have regretted that I did not participate in our HS reunion last December. Yeah, it's already a decade since we left the portals of the Notre Dame of Surala.